today i had a meltdown, a big one. i'm tired of mom bossing me around and having to do everything she says. we got into a big fight at the grocery store today. i like to sit in the cart and rearrange the groceries while mom pushes me around. according to mom i can't dangle glass jars of pasta sauce over the side. it's also not a good idea to stack a huge bag of apples on top of corn chips. she tried to make me stop by moving me to the baby seat. i started hysterically shrieking and screaming at her. i wouldn't stop so she took me out of the cart all together. that made me even madder. so i shrieked louder and tried to climb back in the cart. mom said- that's it! and dragged me and the cart up to the checkout to pay. then she dragged me and the bag of groceries out of the store. i cried almost the whole way home. it was very upsetting.
mom made me some peanut butter samiches and i ate lunch. we sat and talked about things. i'm just having a rough time being 4. after our talk i went off for a nap.
woke up from nap feeling a bit better. mom and i are going to hang out doing stuff now. i'm going to try and talk her into going to the pool.